My Bedtime Thoughts

My dream wedding, for me, would be to do exactly what my Mum did (the second time round)

I don’t really care WHERE I get married, at all. But Mum had the after party in my Grandma’s back garden (my Grandma lived on a farm so had a huge garden). They just put a big marquee in the garden and had just all family round, shit tonnes of family (we have a BIG BIG family). Then it ended and we all went to like this little village hall where I used to go to Brownies as a kid and had a barn dance.

It was really simple, my Aunty made my Mum’s wedding dress. But it was just like a huge family party, there wasn’t anyone there who I didn’t know. It was like Christmas but in the summer. Good times :)

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OR this one:

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Oh God dude I KNOW. Don’t you worry I don’t think badly of Christians or any religion at all! I don’t want to be discriminated against because of my sexuality so why the hell would I discriminate people based on their RELIGION. I’d be a hypocrite if I went round dissing other people’s beliefs when I’m always talking about my own.

Rose and I are both very spiritual, we have a lot of respect for people who are the same. A little faith never hurt nobody.

I also know that Jesus never ever said anything bad about gay people EVER. He never spoke about it. It does say stuff in the Bible, but Jesus didn’t mention it… so it can’t be that important.

It also says in the Bible that it is a sin to eat shellfish so……

we’re all cool here ;)

I would love to sit down and have a chat with Steven Tyler from Aerosmith. I’d just love to talk to him all about his life, his heroin addiction and how he got over that. I have his biography so I know his life inside and out but I’d just want to talk to him about that.

Some people tweet me saying they want to meet me which is nice and I’m sure they do because I want to meet LOADS of youtubers and make friends with them (like Kaelyn and Lucy etc).

BUT I think if people only had ONE person to meet there are more important people than me. Like Obama or someone!! :)

Oh yeah they were really bad!!! All on my cheeks and around my mouth!! I’m just really lucky I got like no scars, which is curaazzzzyyy because I didn’t leave them alone either!

I think because I have eczema and my skin is dry, even though I had spots I still had to put loads of moisturizer on my face constantly and I do think that really helped the healing process, and made my skin really smooth :)

Hey girl!

Listen to me: I didn’t always look like this.

When I didn’t know I was allergic milk I gained loads of weight and was really, really bloated constantly. Because I was allergic all my face swelled up and I got really bad skin, I had these massive zits all over my face, it was so horrible. Having eczema on top of being big with bad skin made me feel so down in the dumps.

When I gave up milk my weight loss was almost instant and I’m always around 8 stone something as opposed to 10 stone, and gradually, my skin got better.

I had a bad few years where I wasn’t as comfortable with myself. But you know what? I’m so glad I went through that. Because even though yeah I feel better now I have better skin and weigh less and I do think I look good, I feel like I’m not vain or shallow. And I still have eczema all over my body.

It’s a really good reminder for me not to judge people on their appearance. How can you? People can’t help the face or body they’re born with! I truly, truly TRULY believe that if you are a good person, if you are warm and kind it will shine through and you will look absolutely gorgeous.

Army Green :)

Hey!

I know, it’s absolutely disgusting. I’ve signed the petition and reblogged. I’m really really hoping that things will work out her way. She’s such a beautiful girl as well, she doesn’t deserve this, not one bit. It makes Rosie sad :(